  ok.. i said id tell you people out there why im upset. so here it goes. i still have way to much to do.
im stressed. loosing my hair, weight, blah blah blah.... i dont like bitching about it though. no one need so know. but hell, ill do it anyway... yeah. i havent eaten much in the last few days ive been so busy. so much to the point to where if i do eat, i feel sick. so yeah. mom has been worried. and i think, that she thinks im depressed.
shes always asking if im "ok" and if i need anything.. its like hell mom! look at our house?? does it look like i need anything other than emotion support sometimes? sure, with material items i am totaly secure... but mentally im a train wreck waiting to happen! lol.. ahh well... i guess thats ok.. ive definatly gotten better with emothional things though.... i can tell you that right now! some people say im one of the strongest people (mentally) that they know. people think im crazy 
