  Crunch Time I received some bad news yesterday. But it was also the sort of news that made me reevaluate (for the nth time! ) my current position in life. The same old questions resurfaced: What am I doing? Why am I doing this? For whom am I doing this? Let me tell you now that I didn't like my answers to any of those questions.
I've always been obedient (hello Ella Enchanted? ) to my family but up to what extent? I guess it took me quite a while to realize that my family's plans for me do not automatically equate into my own. I alone am responsible for my own happiness in life. It would be a sad and sick world if people could blame others for their misery. Oh, people already DO blame others for their misery :) so does that mean that it's a sad and sick world? 
