  Well, it's Friday and I couldn't be in a more depressed mood. It feels like winter outside. It looks like winter outside and I feel like I'm getting sick. Ugh. I keep reading all this news about Iraq. It's so hard to even think of what those people are going through, our soldiers, the iraqi people.
It's so hard to imagine that someone would cut someone else's head off. I think there are purely evil people in this world and that those people who did that are evil. I don't think it had anything to do with what the American soldiers were doing to those prisoners. They would cut off any American's head just the same regardless if those pictures never got out. They did it to that Wall Street Journal reporter a few years ago and there weren't any US Soldiers taking pictures of naked iraqies then. Nope, they are just fucking crazy.
I believe that. I don't condone what is being done to the people in those prisons and I think they're no better off now or protected by the Geneva Convention than they were under Sadaams hand. I wonder why people are saying this war is over oil, yet gas prices are the highest they have ever been. Maybe I'm just stupid but if it were over oil, don't you think our oil would be cheaper? Something is very wrong. I'm trying to think about what their lives must be like over there because I'd rather not think about mine anymore.
I get so wrapped up in my own drama and stupid little life that I take for granted everything I have. I can walk down the street in a bathing suit if I wanted to. But those women can't. Those women can't do half of the things I do. Those women could never talk to their husband the way I talk to Tony. Anyway, I'm looking forward to going home.
I know I will miss Tony once I am gone, but I want to miss him. I want him to miss me. I wonder if he even will. Last night I tried to have a serious talk with him but it seems impossible. He doesn't take anything seriously. It's pointless.
It's 2:43. I have one hour and 17 minutes. Traffic was horrible today. Traffic baffles me. If everyone would just go there would be no traffic. It's always some dip shit driving 10 miles an hour.
What I also don't understand is how in the hell do you get in a wreck when you're driving 10 miles an hour. I actually saw one guy reading the paper the other day. Reading the paper in traffic. It seems to amaze me. I think Chicago made the top 10 list of horrible cities to drive in on the expressway and I get to take it everyday to work now. I complain a lot.
Ooooh I just got e-mails. Finally something exciting happened. That's all. 
