  Well, work is crazy lately. I'm going a lot of overtime. I look forward to when we start having half-days on Fridays. God knows I'll have wracked up enough overtime to take them. Once again, its been a while since I have written anything. I need to stop that. I have just been so tired lately. I got my first guitar lesson from Kevin.
It went very well. I'm excited to start learning some songs. I feel like once I put the chords into context I'll be able to remember them better. I have a big problem with bar chords, though. My fingers just can't do them. Jed came out with us to Anam Cara, it was so good to see him again! I love that I've been able to reconnect with him. I'll be going to ultimate frisbee tomorrow and then on to Kris and Jay's for a barbeque. Yay! I get to see Alanna. Well, now that classes are over, I've actually had time to think about things and what I've been doing with my life. I know I've made some bad decisions lately. I hope I can remedy them. I've pretty much decided that I need to start living life for myself, rather than for other people.
I feel like in all the chaos of the last few months that I have lost myself, if that makes sense. I definitely need some me time. If I could take the vacation time, I would totally just get away for a week. I have no idea where I would go, just somewhere where I could be by myself for a while. That would be great. 
