  MY DAD IS SETTING UP MY LIFE FOR ME AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HIS PLANS ARE!!! Its scary. He said I don't have enough time to think. Not that he's giving me time. And even if he did, he'd merge and mold until he would be satisfied. Doctor scary thought but MED SCHOOL...even scarier thought. I really want to be a special needs teacher you know, help other kids. But my dad said I can persue that "rifraf" as a hobby. Sometimes he just makes me so boiling mad.
I know his heart is in the right place but sometimes I wish he'd be like a normal dad. The one who tought me how to play b-ball when I was going through my TomBoy stage. Instead he bought me pink frilly dresses with laces. And now all he talks about is "the future" and "my role in it".
Its scary.
I'm gonna stop ditching on my father and turn to another big issue at hand...SARAH IS LEAVING ME!!! She's going to....a place...far away...VERY far away...TOMORROW. :'(. It's evil really, the time I need her most she's going.
The final round of Public Speaking is coming up and well....there's lots of stress in this kinda stuff. Its sad really. Truly it is. But ah well...I'll tell her when she comes back. Thats all I can think of wirth writing right now. But if and when I think of something else I'll come and share it. TutTut and Fare-well! 
