  This has been another busy day, but I am not complaining at all. I like it that way most of the time. My life is smooth sailing right now, for the most part. Back to normality for once. Things seem to working in my favor in all aspects of my life and I am thankful for that. My relationship with my family is on the rocks for many different reasons, but I am sure they will eventually work out. Work is going good. I had to ride to a meeting in COffey COunty yesterday with the Executive Director of the organization that I work for. She is a powerful lady and can be intimidating. So, it was just us two in the car and she praised me and my productivity the entire time.
It made me feel good. we talked about personal issues as well as work related ones and it made me feel really comfortable. I haven't really had much social interaction with anyone lately. I kinda like it but I kinda miss it too. I am glad that my friendship with a good friend is back on track. For a while, my friendship with LaShawn was shaky because of a situation he put himself in. Before he got into it, he would call daily and we would hang out about three times a week. Well, for a while, our contact was non-existant and I started feeling like the friendship was gone. Well, last night, I was planning on going to Applebee's by myself and having dinner and a drink when my cell rings. It's LaShawn. "Hey girl, I KNOW you are coming over to have dinner with me and watch the LAKERS game". FYI-the Lakers are both of our favorite team and its fair to say that I am obsessed with the LAkers. They are in the Playoffs which is a big deal. So I said "sure, I'll come over. " SO I ate Blimpie for dinner and we sat down and talked for like 2 hours.
It felt so good to know that he was missing the friendship too. I am glad things are good between us again. (Though he hasn't stopped doing what he's doing). I have been putting my phone on vibrate at night to avoid the late night drama calls. I haven't received any for a while and I am thankful for that. I pray that it is over and at ease.
Thursday is going to be out of control. Brooke leaves next week to go to Vegas, so we are gonna have our girls' night out THursday and Mulligan's and we are going to party hard. It has been a while since I have partied hard and I am looking forward to it. I have been spending alot of time alone lately. I am discovering more and more things the more I spend time alone. I don't know whether or not it is good or bad stuff, but it is being revealed.
One of my co-workers told me that I am hard core. I really don't know what she meant but I am hoping that it was a good thing. Yes-I have four tattoos, I can bench press more than alot of men I know, I like to workout and run, I like to watch and play sports, I like video games....but I am also sensitive, very emotional, caring , open-hearted, i am obsessed with keeping my body clean, I love fragrances, I like to cook and so on and so on. I hope her hard core statement wasn't an insult or a misconception of me. Well, I am off for now. 
