  1.  I am 25 2.  I have been married for two years 3.  My husband has depression 4.  I try to help him but it doesn't seem to help 5.  He doesn't like to go out and do things,
 but I do 6.  I don't like my job or my home life with my husband as of right now 7.  I'm sure that will change 8.  I hope it will change 9.  I have no children and am contemplating if I should even have them 10. I wish my husband liked to go out and do more things 11.
I try and understand his illness but I probably don't 12. I thought married life was going to be different,  more fun but it's not 13. My first year of marriage was the hardest 14. My husband finally realized that he had depression after a childhood where his parents didn't believe that it was depression and was told to " snap out of it"
 15. That is wrong and it makes me sad that his parents are like that 16. Our second year of marriage was a lot better than the first since he got on some medication but there are still some really hard times with it 17. I ask him what he likes about me and he can't even give me a good answer 18. Are we doomed?  19.
I look at him and don't like him sometimes 20. Other times I love him 21. I am the only one to iniatite sex 22. Usually he is too tierd or not interested 23. Men aren't supposed to be like that 24. They are supposed to want it all the time 25.
I want it all the time 26. He hardly ever wants it 27. I envy people that have good sex lives 28. I envy couples that go out and do fun things together 29. Why are the good times so few and far between?  30.
My job is not what I thought it was going to turn out to be 
