  Am I still depress about the past? Coz my choices of songs that I played frequently were all sappy songs about trying to forget something or someone...
I didn't noticed it until I checked just now. The most played were "My Immortal" by Evanescene and "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down. I started to listen that two songs last year, during all the shit happen. And till today I keep listen to it.
If you were asking if I had any other choices of songs? Damn a lot!! In my collection, I have 2690, and if I played it non-stop it should take 7 days 15 hours 37 mins and 15 secs. It shows that some part of me still grieving.. but each day bring me strength to face up and stand tall.. And a moment ago, I have completed my new extensive playlist containing top 40 songs that I have and using Party Shuffle in iTunes, I created 1 day long playlist non-repeated songs.. Wooo!! ciao! ! 
