  well i am still glad it's friday, although it was slammed down considerably when i found out i won't be seeing nick at all afterall, which a lot was of my own initiative but still sucks.
he taped this show for me which was very cool, but it's been like 4 days and if it's so much work to get together for me to get it/watch it then.. it's just indicative of everything else. like he couldn't tues or wed and said he'd let me know like on thur or fri. which at the time was cool, i had a ton to do tues and wed anyways. but then on thur he's feeling bad, maybe fri. fri is him still feeling bad but i can stop by and pick up the tape, but then as he's almost ready to leave he comments on how bad he's feeling again, getting worse. which i don't want to come over if he's feeling bad, and well, you can see how the rest goes. the weekends he's always busy and by the time next week comes i'll have my girls back 24/7 and the opp will be gone.
i have this opportunity to go out on a date with this guy, he seems kind of cool, but i haven't been too willing to pursue anything so far. but i'm getting the idea maybe i might as well. seems like a ridiculous motivation to go into it with, i'd rather go into it with the idea that something cool could come of it, not just a lackluster oh might as well.
i'll switch around that mindset there :) i'm thinking i may ask if his offer is open to tonight since that all opened up, because well i look really really cute (of course) and am in a flirty mood and, like i said, might as well :) it'll be nice to go hang out with someone and have some decent conversation and what-not... 
