  urlLink Happiness- Enjoying,  showing,  or marked by pleasure,  satisfaction,  or joy.  So does this mean that we are embound by our own happiness?  We create the happiness within ourselves?  What makes one happy might not make the other happy?  So to one,  maybe jerking off on the phone while talking to some hot chick might make him happy and to another delivering God's word to the homosexuals of America so they don't rot in hell might make another happy?  Where does this all begin and where does it all end?  Over the antagonizing weekend where I was practically speechless due to a nasty little bug in my chest,
 I chose to watch one of my best friends favorite movies.  Now the acting in this movie was PHENOMENAL,  the subject however DISTURBING!  I won't give it away,  but lets just say the movie is TWISTED!  Rent it and enjoy a fun 2 hours of craziness. HAPPINESS.  Now another story. this begins with a little boy of five years old,  who had to learn the trials of life are not always fair as did the same little boy that belonged to VERONICA GUERIN this movie was touching and some of the best acting to date. however the thing that my buddy MS didnt know was that this movie was a little TOOO CLOSE for comfort. this movie begins and ends with a shocking and realistic enviroment. based on a true story. check it out.
 Other than that JS and I moved some of his stuff into the apt and I got a hair up my butt and ripped up the nasty vinyl to expose hardwood floors,  YAY!  I got an apt with hardwood floors. and of course we can't forget the ultimate of the weekend. I did some SPIDERMAN stuff. the neighbors below us locked their keys into their apt so they asked if they could us our fire escape. I said yes but of course their window was locked so the one on the left the top part had enough where I could acrobatically put myself through and I did and got in to open their door. then of course they made me and JR and JS cookies. YUMMY!  Other than that an uneventful weekend.
oh yes met the downstairs neighbors and the guy across the hall all cool people. its GAY MELROSE PLACE!  Eleanor Roosevelt Courage is more exhilarating than fear and in the long run it is easier.  We do not have to become heroes over night.  Just a step at a time,  meeting each thing that comes up,  seeing it is not as dreadful as it appeared,  discovering we have the strength to stare it down.
