  from where I see the ships afar hmmm yes anyhow today's been like a tomato soup,  excitingly boring I've had no exam yea but I've had to stay in all day housekeeping oh well,  its definitely seemed like I've been living on my own since about 10 last night when almost everyone went to a tent warming party or rather they slept in the tent in the back garden,  so I got all the house except the very top room all to myself,  this was then followed up by waking up at about 10; 30 this morning to soon enough find the house empty again,  and it's been such until now and probably until later as well.  well being on my own ( despite the terror of it LOL)  has given me a long time to think and strangely I've been thinking about the future which is odd because it goes agains my live for the day for tomorrow may not exist,  way off life I've recently tryed to adopt,  unfortunately money is a major set back oh well,  however continuing I was thinking of what on earth I'm gonna do once I leave education anyhow I've been told I should be a doctor but I dunno that requires listening to other peoples problems,
 but my own idea was and has for a long time been programming so I've decided to did up some tutorials on a lot of languages including VB pearl and C along with java but that's not really a progamming lanuage anyhow I'm stuck I dunno which on I want to pick up first,  if anyone who reads this knows anything about it I'd be grateful so any ideas Mail me or IM at Baldy_iii@ hotmail. com,  well once I've stared I probably wont be on messenger so much,  to busy trying to get it to do what I want it to do,
 but I doubt anyone will miss me people seem to be afraid of talking to me or adding me ?  Oh well any how after a long rather unlike me rant I'll be taking my coat and walking out into the internet,  I'm told its raining.
