  I had a dream last night and it was a scene with my sister. We were arguing about a silly thing. Tak tahu apa-lah, Dah lup. But what was apparent was the feeling of jealousy and competition was there. I've always had that feelingand it has dissipitated as I gre up and its not so strong now as an adult. I wonder will I ever stop feeling as if I have to proof something to everyone that I am better, or prettier or more popular.
No question, our relationship has improved this past year staying together and we have gained a sense of respect and space of each other which I didn't think possible when we first moved in. Perhaps once I have become more confident and comfortable with who I am, how I look, who I have become and becoming I will think less on what I should be. I love my sisters and if any changes are too be made I believe it must firstly come from me, to change my perception of the situation and future relationships. 
