  Hmmm. Just a question I thought I would throw out there for you. I personally find that although I love a few wines, I freak out when it comes time for bed (haven't quite worked out the trigger for that one yet, surely not a fear of waking up hungover, then again...)then when I get up in the morning I feel so utterly guilty and ashamed for letting myself drink so much, I don't even really misbehave, just dance and sing and generally have alcohol induced fun.
So my question to you is; does anyone else out there suffer from this, be it in a mild form or more severe.... Have come up with quite a good way to both save money and not eat so much. On the days that I take money to work for lunch etc. I go and get what I needed to purchase (preferably something healthy) and when I get back to my desk I but every last cent of change into a money box that can only be opened with a can opener (no sneaking coins out) this way I save money that i would otherwise have spent on a sweet afternoon treat, saving both money and calories.
Impressed? I'll let you know how that one works out. So far I am in even more debt because I stuffed up my Tupperware calculations (as well as being in real estate I also am a Tupperware demonstrator of an evening) Anyway, I stuffed up my calculations and now instead of making money off my last order I owe them stacks. God this is shit!!! I hate oweing people money hate it hate it hate it! As far as ciggies go, I smoked and drank wayyyy too much last night so I have felt quite ill today, not too bad tho really, I am at work and functioning reasonably well I might add.
But due to last nights efforts I have only had 1 1/2 smokes for today, being Saturday night and all I am sure to have a few tonight, but lets see if starting tomorrow I can quit AGAIN!!!! Am driving out to Nagambie tomorrow morning with my partner and then going to our block out near mansfield, should be a lovely day trip for us. Since starting this job in sales we have barely had a chance to speak to each other yet alone spend QT together.
Ah well, this job and all it entails will be worth it if I can make some money and pull myself out of debt, hopefully get in front again, gee wizz that would be nice.... Ah... Well, might as well sign off for now, not too much else I can discuss really, tomorrow I might not be able to blog as I do not have my computer set up at home yet. Also I will be out in the country, having a lovely day off. Hmmm Nice! Have a lovely weekend. Ciao Bree 
