  Yeah. i'm back now everyone. seems everyone is ouhkay. i guess. tha trip wuz great. but daayuuum tirin.
i conquered tha summit! yeah! neva tot i could do it.  haha. from tha foot of tha hill to tha campsite took 6 daayuum loonngg houuurz.  urgh.
but it wuz worth it. we pitched up tentz den muh homies all jumped into the waterfall. woo!  brr. so daayuum cold. afta that we had lotsa fun.
but so much fer tha campfire. all ate den go to sleep. urgh. nvm. i wuz tired too. when i wuz up there.
i tot i'm gonna miss Y a lot. but i really don't. i juz dunno why. nvm. back to the trip. next day.
all woke up late. haha. den all had a quick shower. afta that. climbed all tha way to tha summit. from 9 to 2.
woo. tired man. the summit's view wuz amazing. cloudz. so cool and so. dunno how ta explain it.
haha. before we knew it. we wuz goin down. urgh. not enuff! haha.
i made frens wit malyanah and diana. haha. cool gurlz tho. sweet. umm. cannot judge them too fast.
they didn't give me chance to go fasta than them. i don't know why. mayb becoz i wuz singin awae nycely. haha.  Ya right. ya didn't even sing.
den by tha tym we reached back ta camp. it wuz bout 6 plus. so we had a quick bath. den all had dinner. one of muh homie roy wuz buzily chattin to one of da gurlz in their tent. so M and D had to get out.
haha. poor thang. so both of de gurlz seeked refuge at our tent. muh groupie. dream team tent. haha.
since ourz wuz big and had lights on top. thankz ta me. haha. i suddenly fell sick. so i lied on muh bag and started playing cardz wit the gurlz and guyz. we had a longgg game.
den i wuz so layz dat i stopped playin and began listenin to songz on muh discman wit malyanah. she wuz still playin even tho it wuz already dunno whut tym. ahakz. i'm really layz to tell tha rest of wud happen. hahah( NEXT TYM YAR)
back to Y. i nv bought fer her anythin since we nv went to melaka. stoopid bus driver. nv got to ate a& w! haha.
nvm. i wuz too tired. when i reached home. it wuz already 10 at nyt. wanted to contact Y. but nvm.
heeded A's advice. i already feel i'm buggin Y and not givin her freedom and borin her ta death. it'z not muh fault if she starts to contact wit otha guyz. urgh. whut am i to do mann. she'z not muh gurl.
saw her online juz now. she nv said hi. so i kept quiet. yest i called her. she said she wuz bout ta sleep. wanted to call me lata but didnt'.
nvm. she's too tyred mayb. todae. didn't got a msg at all. nvm. it's a norm.
i alwaes hafta msg her b4 she replies. it's a norm too. i've been thinkin whut norman said. she's not tha one fer ya. trust me. that's whut he said bout farah and that biatch too.
is he bein lucky or is he gonna hit that jackpot thrice. we'll see soon enuf. i don't want him to get tha jackpot again. don't wanna lose Y. she's whut i'm waitin fer. cept fer her bein mean to me.
i don't mind. it's who she is. i hafta accept her fer whu she is. and i lyk her fer whu she is. not fer her lookz, her sweetness and all.
urgh! forget bout all diz man. just don't worry and be happy. come on boy. dun't be a wimp. and be a pimp!
don't let a girl pull ya down. if she's tha one. she won't run awae. if not. den too bad. if she nv msg ya fer a few dayz meanz she wanna be alone.
if it's fer weekz den ya hafta worry bout it. haha. i still can joke when i'm in deeeeeep shiiiit. i gotta trust Y a lot from now on. since i can see there's a storm ahead. not gonna call her dearie again.
it's too fast. she doesn't deserve it now. mayb lata. since she calls me fren. if she means whut she said dat she lyks me. den one day feelingz will flow and flourish.
i must stop dependin on her lyk as if she's muh lyflyne. Y's alwayz sayin i'm drama- mama( her term) she hasn't experienced lyf's real harsh reality. apart from breakupz and so on.
ARGHH. stop it! enuff wit diz already. ya gotta take diz cool" even tho A said it sooner. thanks ya.
juz wanna say " Thanks to all who prayed fer muh safety up and down the hill. not any hill kay. gunung ledang ya noe. haha. thankz to A.
no idea why. thanks to Y. still no idea why. i still haf dat urge to reach fer muh hp and type hi to Y. but no. COBAAN!
haha. i'll tink i end it here now. lata then.
