  i'm not alone,  but i feel lonely,  here in the office the deadline is over everyone is watching bajaj bajuri actually i love the show but i've no idea why i don't this time perhaps,
 it's my feeling for you that cause me this way the feeling of longing you,  the desire to have you next to me,  to watch the dimple on your cheek that shows up everytime you smile,  to feel your hand touch my hair just like you do everytime we meet,  to hear your lazy but sexy voice on the telephone but,  hell you just ignore me now well,  you're still funny on the phone joking around and making me laugh so hard but that's all no other attempt you do to show me that you want me too how can you do this when you said that you want me,
 yesterday,  last week,  last month,  and your whole lifetime?  is it a man's behaviour to be such a pain in the ass,  to let a woman wait for something so bizarre?  i admit,  you succeed in blowing away my mind,
 creating a thunder in my heart everytime i get next to you or think of you so,  what now?  it's been a long time that i don't feel this crazy things inside me,  the feeling i get when i read your sms or watch you taking images with that heavy camera i don't wanna ask a lot but i just want you to know that i really miss you.  ( written on Wednesday,  12/ 5)
