  I don't have much time to write. Just letting you know I'm doing better. It's amazing how much some sleep a good diet and a great day of training haji can make you feel.
I'm getting along without her fictional reader. I don't need her to know I made it through a battle, or that I'm sad, or lonely. Of course I want these things, but don't need them. Time will come when I am ready to be a good man to her and then it'll be her choice and ultimately her loss. Vote Bush 2004 ! 
