  I'm actually feeling much better after writing CC. I'm still worried about upseting her, but at least I was honest. I didn't do a whole lot today. Tried to study for the GRE. I took the diagnostic test and totally screwed up. I gotta pull my shit together if I want to get into grad school. Today I wore my sponge bob square pants undies for the first time and my "house dress".
I think this was sorta like my thinking and sulking over her. But, I do feel better and I know it's gonna be ok. Oh, I also went through my whole journal and edited stuff I wrote about her. Not sure why. Tonight I was invited to a party but I think I'm gonna skip. Instead I called up a friend in the east bay.
We're gonna hang out and play board games and talk. A night like that seems much more appealing to me right now. Warning, I'm probably gonna screw up my diet tonight. I'll try to be good though. The only thing that sucks is she lives over an hour away. I'll bring a toothbrush just in case I need to crash there (very probable). Mildred is feeling a little blah today. urlLink 
