  It has come to my attention that some people think I am spreading lies and making up stories. Well let me state here and now, what I write here is MY opinion, and that is the bottom line. The truth, what the hell is the truth? Does anyone know, its just a perception we see and make judgment on and then we alone decide if it is true. What I express here in my rants are my feelings and MY opinions. If I believe something, that is my business, not YOURS. If you don't like what I wrote, then so be it, its not meant to appeal to the masses, but for me to say what I feel, to expel some negative energies as well as some positive ones. Things in my past still haunt me today, and sometimes I just need to let them out, and let the demons of those past memories fade just a little more.
I have been through a pretty rough year, but life is getting better and I am happier now than I have ever been. If you want to think of me as a liar, well that is your choice, I alone have to face myself in the mirror, just as those I accuse of lying have to do. I try very hard to release the things I have harbored inside from the past, but when someone is played and lied to, its hard to understand the biggest question and that question is WHY? I am a very passionate person and with that my passion for the positive is just as strong as my passion for the negative. Its the balance of my spirit. I love and I hate with a great intensity, but the hate feelings will eat a person alive. I have mended some bridges and I have also let go of some old pains and actually even rekindled a friendship from the past that I thought would never be again, and its very refreshing.
I will admit my pains and hurts from Wichita have me bound a bit, as the situation still to this day makes no sense to me. Why is the question that can't seem to be answered. I have moved on, and my life is great now, but the why's still haunt me from time to time. My opinions, my feelings, my thoughts and so forth here, are MINE, and I am entitled to express them.
If you have a question or a disagreement, please feel free to contact me anytime. I know there are a few people out there that love to see me hurt and want to think I am miserable here, but it just isn't the case. The winds of yesterday are gone, the residue of such may still dust our today's, but I know tomorrow a new and better breeze will be sunning down upon me. I will bask in the positive rays of today's sunshine. So **ck off if you think my opinions are lies, they are what they are, so move the hell on, cry baby mutha fookers. Off to enjoy my day!!! spirit 
