  Not sure when i finally able to accept the fact that Dr. M is not a true good man. i had always given the excuse to myself that someone can corrupt if they are still doing good ( because everyone corrupts. boooo! i told myself that even Dr. M was corrupting but in the end Malaysia is still prospering. but i come to realise that i shouldn't let this kind of mentality to forgo my stand that it's only black or white. the rule that i had reminded myself over and over again in doing things. not sure why i was defending Dr. M all these while. was it because he's a doctor. i wasnt sure if i am right for that i once called him my idol.
now i just realise that he' no better than any of those shitty rulers just that he's with a little bit more brain neurons connection.  What made me think so now and not before because,  even he had stepped down as a PM ( a post he held the same year i was born!  he is stil engaging in those dictator type of style trying to be the chairman of this or that. i bet he had more than enough to feed himself even if he decided to live luxuriously as a tycoon. his wealth will never drain as he probably F* ly eat up a lot of taxpayer money. can't he just shut his mouth and stupid ego and just 'rest' at home. somehow,  i now started to feel ashame when anyone mentions that he's my great ex- PM. i feel like puking.
