  today, i went out with mah friends s'all well and good you may think but no, it was helluva depressing i spent a good hour sitting there on toms bed while tom played drums and Gaz, Joe and Jess played their guitars. I, am in no way shape or form, musicla an i felt really left out :( not only that but i kinda fancy jess an shes going out with gaz atm, so i dont got a chance, not that i would anyway. thats really depressing for me because ive never had a girlfriend. i hate admitting it cos its really sad but its damn well true! 
