  Maybe I over exaggerate things. i'm not really sure , all I know is that I'm not happy, and I dont like to be alone.
I've read through other peoples journals and they're able to word everything that they feel and what the do so much better then i ever could. And I try but it doesnt sound right. No one seems to care, I dont get replies on my journal or ... have a "group" to hang out with and it doest really matter.
It just sucks because I put forth all this effort for peole to be able to understand me better and its like no ones cares so.... Fuck u People. I see my friends commenting on other peoples "stuff" and couldnt give a shit about me so. *Screams* I'm fuckin tired of pretending that I want to care or that I'm just so fucking greatfull to be in everyones life but the truth is IM NOT....
If someone likes me there are 5 other people and if I'm someones friend I'm never fuckin first between their bands and there makeout buddies!!! And I dont tknow why I even try and im so pissed right now i dont even know what to do....... this is just going to be sooo fucking great but who the fuck cares and its not like anyones will even say anything anyways so.... FUCK YOU 
