  Finally finally... It seems my thoughts are censored, if i speak to much then i give the devil too much credit. oh no it wont be that! It seems also that certain ppl in my life. think they know me... man i'm with moet on this one... angels and devils look alike to me.
its the ones that you love the most who often hurt you the most. bet on that can't trust nobody, i have no friends. just JESUS! inhale-xhale... ((suckin teeth)) it ain't easy being Tizzy. I got yet anotha health scare, which will be yet anotha testimony. i'm only 20 years old and if you would of told me at 12 that i would have more strangers pickin and prodding at me then i'd know what to do with... yeah what i was thinkin back then, i really would of been thinkin. GOD has been there the only constant figure on my life. more constant then my mia father... and my stay at work mother. a lil resentment? not really... i let it go but i mean the past is the past they did what they did. and i became what i was ... and i am who i am now. alot of ppl up on this (she aint changed stuff) lmbo.... you couldn't do what i do EVEN if you tried...
I can barely live the life that i've been giving. DO YOU KNOW BEING A SAINT IS HARDER THEN BEING AN AIN'T/Sinner? DUDE, i could cry... but you are my dwelling place, my father, i will rest in you, i will trust you, i love you... you are the real real... YOU ARE GOD ALONE.
its kind of hard to be negative after that... so i won't. i love GOD. I really do, and nothing not life, nor death, nor powers to come, powers that be, NOTHING (let me reiterate) NOTHING shall EVER separate me from the love of GOD. you fa sho with it. SO yeah i'm on hell's hot list... I'm wanted in hell for the destruction of his kingdom and you know what? I like it. that has been my dream since 13 to destroy the devil's kingdom. I was a lil young for thoughts like that?
I always knew i was special. Especially when i had my date with the devil... one day i'll get up on this joint and tell my testimony... until then GOD bless and peace be still.... Just wanna serve you (Lord) only! makin em inhale-xhale (WHAT! ) Current Mood: in spiritual warfare. Current Music: serve you only by joann rosario 
