  B 0831 You don't have to worry about a thang if your holy and righteous. Many people just don't get how serious this thing is...
I mean me staying away from sin [rather falling back into my old ways]. I take heart in knowing that when it came down to it, when I could of sinned I didn't want too. I truly wanted to please him[God]. I mean tweety was like Sleep talking and I was just talking.
I want so much for him to be proud of me and the changes he has made in me. I realize when I asked him to make me something beautiful it was going to take me coming out of myself; living out of the flesh and NOW in the spirit. The devil was your best friend so of course it was easy to listen to him, but now your trying to listen to God and you can't distinguish the voices.
When I was told that on Sunday I was blown away. It's true tho, I was decent at pleasing the devil and he still tried to kill me. Yeah GOD has a lot of purpose for my life. BUT a RELATIONSHIP w/ him is more important. I've fell out of my love relationship with the Lord now I need to go GET MY LIFE BACK!
The devil tried to kill me but God's trying to give me eternal life. I truly don't get whats up with the masses... God wants SO VERY MUCH to be the one we run too in our time of needs. He wants soo much to just love on us and show us just how very much he loves us [Just how we are]. As we begin to know God, fall in love with God and his commands; we will see ourselves beginning to change. Not because we HAVE too NO but because we want to please him. Jesus said "He who keeps my commands is he that loves me.
" People running around here talking about they love God and they sin religiously. Yeah we sin everyday but we make the choice to sin. When you are in God you are dead to sin. It's my time! My birthday is in 4 days... it's Star's time to shine. I give my heart, my mind, my soul and my very being to God's most perfect will. Wanna get Rich QUICK?
Want the GOOD LIFE? TRY CHRIST! FALL into a love relationship with the Lord! I have a vision of me... weak and frail but as I begin to seek God out through the word, prayer and fasting I become stronger. I mean almost super human like big and strong, just muscles bulging everywhere [because no area of my life is unused by God].
The Bible says that He wants us to prosper as our souls prosper. It's an honor and privilege to be in the presence of the king I'm listening to my D.Lawrence greatest hits cd and track 12 [the presence of the king] my spirit was singing this song and so I began to play it. I listened to the words and I let them minister to me. Once again it all goes back to Psalms 27:4-6 [Being in the Lord's presence].
Nothing is more important to him then me spending time with him. When I spend time with him I get so much... A peace that surpasses understanding, fullness of joy, healing, and so much more. I've decided that in November when my contract is up, I'm going to get rid of my DSL. That way I can go back to where I first loved him. Get back to my roots... I love God oh my goodness so much. Sunday night when I thought I was about to sin apart of me just wanting to run from God. But he wouldn't let me and I just began to call on him, in this midst of my trying situation... I just began to talk about him.
The urges to sin began to cease and it really increased my faith. It really just showed me just how much a situation can change when YOU bring God into it. SO from now on, I'm going to tell my problems and situations about God and NOT tell GOD so much about my problems.
No more running to others I'm going to run to the maker of the heavens and earth, the ruler of the universe, the creator of man, my Lord and savior, my life giver- The King. JESUS. JESUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Thank you. You didn't have to do it but you did. You could of let me die, you could of killed me, you could of turned your face away from me. But you exposed my sins, you exposed my weak areas, you exposed the enemies and you said give it to me, let me fix it.
When I was hurt, when I wanted to cry and die, you were right there holding me. I felt your touch, I saw you in my spirit. Even when the devil tries to confuse me and confound me into thinking you don't exist, I KNOW. I KNOW IN MY KNOWER THAT GOD IS A GOOD GOD AND JESUS DOES EXIST. You came down from Heaven to dwell in me, you came down from Heaven to work on me, to use me and call me your daughter in whom you were well pleased.
I never knew a love like this could exist before. I searched for a love like this in woman [all along it was YOU]. I needed YOU. I NEED YOU. I feel your presence, I feel your touch, I know how it feels to be in the presence of the king. Hallejuah, Hosanna in the highest. E 1040 You've got to know in your KNOWER that you can't replace Jesus with anything . JESUS is the answer and the cure to any addiction, sickness or situation. STOP PUTTING JESUS IN A SMALL BOX WITH A BIG LOCK and you only take him out when you get ready cus you need him.
STOP WAITING TILL MIDNIGHT TO CALL ON GOD. get in the presence of the king! 
