  We've all got fears right? Some big, some small. I'm scared of a number of things, but most of all it's spiders. I'm one A-class arachniphobe. Most people don't understand why I'm so scared of them (cough cough Andi in Return of the King - "It's only a little spider!
") But its just absolutely everything about them that I just can't take. I mean they're everywhere, with their eight legs, their sudden jumps and their oh so nasty webs. I haven't told people about this, but I have a re-curring nightmare that I've had for almost two years now. In it, I'm tied to my bed, and a huge black widow just descends on me and starts poking at me. My parents wonder why I'm up a lot at night. It's because Ive been throwing up from the nightmare. Am I just weird? Just I seriously can't go near them. There's one in my livingroom right now, which I found when sorting out the TV. It's like the size of a finger nail, but still I became completely frozen when I saw it. Lucky for me that if I see one whilst in the presence of someone, I can usually supress my fear into a subtle "Oh my God", which is why I may not seem that scared.
But everytime I see a spider I feel like my insides are turning themselves inside-out, and now that we've entered summer I'm sooooo scared that Im gonna spaz out at an in-appropriate moment. I know I might seem a little pathetic here, but hey it's my blog! ! 
