  hai really a very boring day.  dont know wat to do.  lots of things in mind. i really really like him alot.  seems tt i cant give him up.  but i have to force myself to 4get him n remain s gd friend cause he is stil in love w his gf.
 there is totally nothing i can do.  thinking of him at times do make my tears flow.  god pls help me wat can i do.  theres nothing i can do.  my heart is in pain now more painful than wat i had expected.  y must god make a fool of ppl.
 y must they have such a thing cal 'love'.  how i wish i m a cold blooded animal then i wouldnt get hurt at all.  when i dont c him i miss him alot.  when i c him i can only treat him s a gd friend.  i know tt he is not tt stupid s he dont know whom i like cause its so obvious tt almost all his gang knows tt.  i really really really like him alot.
 wat can i do wat can i do.
