  Over a simple meal just now with an ex-colleague, there are many things that have happened in me in relation to her. She is much my senior in life experience and in the profession that i used to be in. I was once attracted to her charm and that was yet another flush of lesbian ID confusion and sweetness at the same time. And then the spark, like all sparks, diminished. Reason comes into the foreground and i discovered a whole lot of similar attitudes towards life & living between us. I started to admire her character. And soon it was over a simple dinner that we sat in front of each other chatting. But i found everything was different. I lost more than just the passion i used to hold in my profession, i lost the touch i once had with my ex-colleague. It is amazing that a simple dinner has just traversed past grievances, present confusion and lost, and uncertain future. 
