  I’m not much of a sexual guy. Sex is a complexity of its own really. Some people search for this oasis like it’s the answer to life’s problems.
I believe it’s a commitment and vow a person should make to someone they have an extreme closeness to. A gift of pleasure to the significant other. (Sigh)… poor Nicole. Nicole is a girl that, I think, wants me. She recently told me that she would give up her virginity to me in a bathroom during my fourth period class.
Honestly… what do you say to something like that!? “Thanks. I’m sure the sex would have been incredible if we were in a different lifetime.” I can’t, though. I couldn’t hurt this girl I’m seeing now. She’s so sweet and innocent. I just want to hold her tight and let the world take us wherever. That’s why I don’t care about sex or looking for it. I’m done. The only thing I need is to have her by my side and hold her tight. That’s MY heaven on earth. 
