  Hey guys. These past few days have been, well, interesting. My mom got into her house last night, but I think that will change when he realizes that she was there. And some more great news on my mom's side of the family.. Josh. Last Monday, he got sentenced to 5 years in prison. He served one last year after it happened..&nbsp;so he has 4 left. You know how much he's going to miss? Bill's graduation, my graduation, Aunt Michelle's graduation, Mike's graduation. 4 years is a long time.
And he's not in one of those local 10-person jails.. he's in the state prison. No more dealing with the little guys.. he's moving on up to the big one. I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to take all of this is, but sometime's I feel like it's too much. No, I always feel like it's too much. He's my cousin! I can't take this anymore.. I don't know what I did to put myself into this hole. I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me and I am not strong enough to stay standing. I gotta go get ready for tonight.. I have to keep myself busy. 
