  I need a freakin' vacation so badly now... Jesus. And the fact that the weather around here has been totally freezing at night isn't really boosting my morale. Do you ever get that completely bogged- down feeling when you think "Yeah, I can go on vacation, but the vacation can only last so long, and when I come back there will just be an even more tremendous pile of crap that I'll need to deal with. " God, I don't know what's going on, I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where my life is headed. And I still have this annoying freakin' headache. I just needed to complain. Sometimes I don't know what the point of any of this is. 
