  she was there tonight. i hadn't seen her since my birthday, three weeks ago. i like that she tells people i am her best friend, and that she is a bad friend because she "neglects" me. just between you and me, if she left me alone i'd be okay. it's like she only comes around when she needs to let me know how "messed up" everything is for her. then she tells me she'll probably be back tomorrow or the next day. that's when i know i won't see her for a couple of weeks.
i guess she just needs her advice fix....someone to tell her all of the things she needs to hear so she can go home and be guilt-free for a few days. on to other things.... i haven't been sleeping so well lately. i think i have a disorder. seven or eight times a night i wake up gasping because i haven't been breathing. it's really scary. then i don't sleep for very long. i am afraid to take sleeping pills because what if i stop breathing and can't wake up. oh well, bitch bitch bitch. justin is moving out. andrea is moving in. i am going to miss him alot, but it will be nice living with someone who likes to be clean like me. 
