  2004- 03- 18 1: 04 p. m.  Hmm…
 I quarreled with Nicholas today…  again…  Should I start with the entire story?  Yep,  I guess so…  okie,
 here goes:  We were kinda happy juz talking crap n making fun of each other…  then he wanted to make out n I was kinda agreeable…  I mean,  it was in the mood…  but Hey,
 I m not the kinda of gal which wants to have a bf or juz go out with him with the intention of getting laid ok…  it was juz in the mood at the moment n I juz let him kiss me…  but as things alwaize go,  he was HOT,  n I mean real hot…  he realli advanced too fast n we were on his couch so he was realli rough with me n all that…
 Sigh…  of coz I told him to stop n slow down etc.  n of coz he din…  so I sorta pushed him on the floor n slapped him…  Hey…  it’
s not my fault…  I din wanna slap him…  he din respect me,  so wad can I do?  A gal’ s gotta protect herself…
 or no one would help her even if she screams ‘ Help!  it’ s like a reflex action…  trust me gals…  I learnt this the hard way…
 but wait!  There’ s more…  Apparently,  Nic was angry…  n wad can I say?
 I mean,  we r all mature adults…  Opps!  For those who dunno…  Nicholas is currently my boyfriend or as other pple might say,  stead…
 and while he is like the 4th guy in my life although I feel that for the rest of my ex…  we are not like couples…  I mean,  including Nicholas…  luckily he doesn’ t know I have a blog or else I swear he would strangle me…
hehe…  Aniwae,  back to where I was,  I alwaize treat this guy’ s in my life abit more den my normal guy frens but never like totally past the frens’ s line…
 it’ s sorta like past the frens line but never towards the boyfren line…  it’ s like more than a fren but no more then a boyfren…  u get wad I mean?  Sheesh…
 nvm…  If u get it,  u do but if u dun then u dun…  there’ s no point explaining…  So,
 back to wad happened…  He was angry of course…  that I slapped him n all that n guess wad he told me?  He called me a slut n whore n said that it’ s not the first time I serviced a guy…  n y should I stop him from continuing etc…
 Whoa…  after listening to him,  I got so pissed…  I was fuming mad…  n trust me,  u wun wanna cross my paths when I m angry…
 I mean,  Hello…  that’ s sorta like a common knowledge…  n I kinda juz stared him down…  but I bet if u were there,
 u would be able to see the fire burning in my eyes…  n dun mistake it as passion,  bcoz it most certainly is not…  so,  guess wad I did other then stare him down?  NOTHING…
 haha…  u should have been there…  he was shocked n embarrassed n realli like din know wad to do…  but I juz left…  I walked out of his room n house juz like that…  Cool huh~
 Yea…  n Isabel strikes…  n she Scores!  Now?  He’ s been calling me for the past few hours so I hung up the phone…
 Hmm…  apparently I think he heard that I was realli open from my frens n perhaps he thought that I did it with my ex…  the 3rd guy…  Derrick…  but hey,  Derrick is such a gentleman…
 he wun force anything on me not like Nicholas…  Sheesh…  thinking of it now juz makes me in a ultra bad mood…  Sorry…  that’ s why I din write in my blog yesterday…
 but I wun care…  y should I let this scum bother me n affect my life?  To be honest,  I m glad he is begging me now…  the feeling is realli great…  haha…
 n well,  of coz I wun break up with him due to such small reasons…  y give him a reason to hate me?  When I realli break- up with him…  I would do it in such a way that it totally breaks his heart…
 in such a way that he will nv forget me for the rest of his life… I want him to feel sorta like ‘ shen bu ru si’  how do u say that in English?  Eh…  I dunno…
 go ask someone if u dun understand wad I m saying…  Hehe…  so right now,  I m still deciding on when I should forgive Nicholas…  soon I think…  how about tomorrow?
 Okie…  tomorrow is a good day…  well,  I gtg now…  cya later…
