  Here is my plan. I received another two rejections today (along with my rego bill *sob* goodbye overlocker)and decided to take this as a sign that I am simply not ready. The rejections were of half hearted attempts driven more by unrealistic hopefulness that I'd made a resemblance of an effort. It's not enough. So to make sure I get through each day without ending up a wreck, I have to get something done so I'm in the habit of bettering myself (dont I sound like a self help book!
) No job hunting today. I'm not ready. Today is exam marking and room cleaning. No job hunting tomorrow, I have to meet with job network and have a markers meeting. On Friday maybe, but I will also work on, with a hope to finishing these websites. I have to fix up all this shit first because it really has created a mental block thats stopping me from thinking coherently. 
