  Is it wrong that I really don't like anyone in Seattle? I don't want to get trashed and high this weekend.
Folklife isn't even fun. I just like the overpriced food. Danny called today from Hoboken, New Jersey where he is campaigning for Kerry (he's a democrat?? ) and drinking. I think he was drunk. He only calls me when he's drunk. I guess that's not true. Actually, I can't really tell. I'm sorry Miles for being depressing on the phone. Just, everyone always asks how my summer's going and I can't say how bad it is to everyone.
I watched Elephant today and was disappointed by how expected everything was. Cute blond boy though. I don't know. I just felt real creeped out after. I feel like I'm becoming a bad person. How do you stop the cycle? I just need to be in my natural habitat again. I'm watching Blow Up tonight. Danny apparently had sex next to a Blow Up poster and thought that was ironic.
Yeah, he must have been drunk. I'm going to a FHS jazz concert to see Jessie play bass. It should be exactly like last year. Oh god, I need to be happy again. Only one person can do that, make me happy again. Man, Miles will probably dump me for one of his old girlfriends. I bet they never complained about their lake house lives. 
