  i hate myself for dreaming of you i hate you cos i know not even for a second you think of me too i hate myself for i miss you i hate you cos you're not missing me too i hate myse lf for loving you i hate you cos I dont exist to you i hate myself for hoping still i hate you cos you don't see me... hey, i'm real! i hate myself for im waiting i hate you cos you just leave me hanging but most of all i hate myself for hating you cos no matter how much i want to hate you , i just can't hate you.. not quite still 
