  Yesterday was the worst day of my life (I THOUGHT). Yesterday I had to tell my parents that 2 years ago when I was a freshman in high school I was rapped on May 26. I was so angery with shawna and patty for making me tell, but I now understand why they said what they said yesterday thank you. When I was sitting in peters office I was so upset I was so scared, because I had kept such a big secrete from them for 2 years. When my mom came in the room she looked so worried. She thought that it was every moms nightmare that her 16 was pageant.
I told her no mom 2 years ago I was rapped she did was look at me and why did you not tell me for 2 years I thought we had a good relationship. After all that she told me that he love had not change and it will never. Well today at 10:00 am I am going to glendora police office and filing a rapped report. I don't know where I am going to go from there, but I have to take little steps with the ones who care for me the most. Now that it is off my chest I feel like I am free. I feel that I can talk about it with people, and now know that they are not going to be disappointed in me, that they are going to want to help me. Last night I went to bible study. At first I was just doing it to get out of my house so my mom could tell my dad the news. But when I got there everyone was so nice and pleasant. After playing around we prayed and ate dinner.
After dinner we played some more and then shawna and I were sitting that and she asked if someone could pray for me. So I said yes. We talked to this amazing guy named Edger. He remained me of my old youth leader, my old youth leader and I were so close but I never told him that I was rapped the way edger was last night I know that he is a good man and I am looking forward to getting to know him more.
So after we talked he prayed for me my family and everyone that I going to go through it with me. Well I need to get ready to go down the hill so I will see you in ASB. I love you and thank you for being there for me even when I did not want it. Thank you again and again, patty too. I LOVE MYSELF *Zia 
