  Today I woke up like most days...talking to my baby...life is beautiful...She has the wonderful idea that is going to change the world. Well at least some part of the US! I am so proud of her. She never ceases to amaze me...I've done it again...I've put myself in a damn bind and from the looks of it I can't be there for her birthday and I hate that shit. I see why people do crazy shit for money and love. I have to figure something out. I need to be there for her birthday. I know she gets flustered with me and my money situation but she has to know I don't like being like this. I do have a problem going out to eat all the time, but I've gotten better. When she came I didn't want her to worry about anything but enjoying her time in the South...I love her so much...she is the like the air I breathe. Have you ever loved like that? The shit is deep...what to do today...I think I might head to the mall with my best friend, but I really want to stay in bed and talk to Steph.
I sound so pathetic. But I don't want to share her with the world...she is that wonderful. I'm too jealous. I longed for the weekend and now it's here and I still don't wanna do shit. I seriously need to hit up that damn gym. My hips are SCREAMING for some attention! Well I'm out...I just needed a quick outlet!!! Ciao. 
