  i really don't like funerals..they're so sad. even though you don't know the people you want to cry along with them. it's so hard.i know. my grandpa died and i miss him so much. i wish i knew him better but it seems like as time goes on i'm kind of catching up to all the years i missed. it's so hard to handle my grandma because she's sick and we can't really do fun things with her. were the ones like the grandparents and she's the child. we have to watch her,love her,and be with her as much as we can.
as much as it is to do it i try to think who i'm doing it for.that's what counts.i wish i could change it and have her be well but it's time for us to be the servants and she to relax. i pray the lord give me and my family his strength. 
