  How many times I have heard those words in the past couple days. "I saw you Saturday night, you did good. " Drives me nuts. That's what I'd say if it were passable work. You know that look people get in their face when something works, when something's interesting.
I am searching for that to know I am going the right way, or another look to tell me otherwise. If I suck TELL ME PEOPLE how else can I grow? I can objectify around my ego, sock it to me PLEEEEAZSE. I asked my acting instructor for something he could suggest I work on based on my performance. He told me the obvious - or at least what was obvious to me. I need to be more into what my scene partner is saying. But 5 weeks wasn't enough time. So sad. He also said it wasn't his place to reinstruct after another teacher already directed everything - like, it'd be an inadvertent criticism on the Director. Ya ok agreed. Good's not good enough, I want to MOVE people. Otherwise, what's the point? One of my friends gave some decent feedback.
She told me I was interesting to watch, that my character was under control and not me so she found that interesting. STILL... I hope someone videotapes this production this weekend, I'd like to judge myself! I will start studying in a Shakespeare seminar in 2 weeks. John Webster included. Sounds like fun. 
