  I want to create a place where I can be completely honest about my Bi-Polar disorder. Sometimes it can be the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am really creative and can see colors in their brightest hue. I can write poems that come from such an emotional place that I look back at them and wonder who wrote them.
It is also my worst curse. I rapidly cycle through my phases. I can go from Manic to Mania in less than 24 hours. My husband has to keep all of my banking information, my checks, debit card, and credit card so I don't spend us out of house and home. Sometimes I feel like I'm 14. The worst part of it all is that I feel so lonely. I know that only 75% of us make it.
I've been in group therapy where there have been other Bi-Polars, but because of the rarity of mine I still feel isolated. I want to create this place to keep me going in some of my darkest times. I know that there are others out there who are going through the same thing. I just want to find them. 
