  Today's is sunday. it's been a long week. and i have hardly managed it. i'm struggling. and after i saw her today. i know that it's really impossible. right now. i think i got to do my best to ferget her. althought i know that it's quite impossible to do so.
this whle week. she's on my mind.
so.
man. i can't tell her my teelings cause it won't change anything. anf she might distance herself from me. I was screaming inside. man. i guess. maybe this was all meant to be the first time i saw her. if onlyi didn't have fallen for her. IF ONLY. sigh. i guess that the best i could get is just to see her every sunday been happy. that all i think.
