  OOOh, I'm just so mad at myself for liking NG so much. This wasn't supposed to happen. Hello, we work together. Hello, I'm supposed to be running around with many men at this point. What ever happened to talking to MK and DM and MA? I mean of course I still talk to them.
But I don't really want to hang out with them MA, the other work guy that I would occasionally hook up with, and I haven't even hung out in a few weeks. DM just got back from Florida on Monday and he called me Wednesday. I stupidly said something about the beer fest that I'm going to in two weeks. I had already mentioned going over a month ago. So then felt I bad about not saying anything, so I said something like "Are you going to that? " And he said "well I will if you want me too.
" Ew! What am I?? Your boss??? I don't think I should have asked about it. That parolee would have given him a hint. Just talking to him is like pulling teeth.
We seriously have nothing to talk about. I can't stand it. I'm pretty much done with that business. I think I'm just going to avoid his calls until after the beer fest. And what about rafting? What a disaster it was to invite him so early, ugh.
Last night I went out with NG we went for dinner and met up with some of his friends for margs. Ended up at his place (of course) The sex was better, longer, but still too short for my liking. Then he gave me oral after. I should tell him to give me oral before then I won't care if it's short, and I'll prolly be able to go again. He has cats. When I woke up in the am the one was curled up next to me in bed.
It was the cutest. NG says that she must really like me. Which I think is darling. 
