  Yesterday been a bad day for me.. Haha.. i spent my day in the library after sch.. Jus to ponder over something.. what is the value of me?Erm.. yesterday was a bad day..
Guess a day i wont ever ever forget.. 'Cos yesterday had made me realise my value to everyone.. I dunno how to describe my day.. But jus pretty bad.. Now, den i realise this world is actually like pple like to say "cold and sterile" world.. haha.. Everyone had their own priority... I begining to realise to survive u need to be "cold and sterile" like pple had say.. Do you noe? Yesterday when lily told me something my heart hurts.. Someone who i had little contact actually thought of me like that?What's my value???
Jus feel that i am a really a failure.. And i even dunno how to do a simple maths sum!!! Yeah.. Hahaha.. very funny rite?? U noe wat? All the pressure, stress over friendship, love, studies making me crazy.. I really start to understand y it 18 yr old is a difficult yr.. Everything around u is crazy.. No.. You are going crazy.. "Haha" 
