  So this week has been another strange week for me. I'm still in the process of getting divorced from my wife who I have been separated from for almost 5 years. This week has been chocked full of bullshit about selling our house, where I'm going to live, and her hating the fact that although she has been living with some asshole in another town since she left, I have finally decided to move on with my life.
So in the next few weeks/months I could end up staying with my mom again. The thought of that is horrific to say the least. Not that I don't love my mom, but once you leave home, you should never have to go back, you know what I mean? Yesterday was an awesome day. I dropped off a Starbucks to my friend (girl) TH who I absolutely adore, and we ended up having a nice long lunch later on. Then I met her at her daughters softball game after work and we all went to dinner afterwards. We ended up talking on the phone after we both went home until midnight. I met her at Starbucks this morning for coffee before we both headed off to our commute to Tempe which is about 40 miles from where we live.
I really love this person, and I'm afraid that it will never be requited. We are moving so slowly, and while I admit that is what I need right now, it's hard to not be insecure about the situation. She has been divorced for 2 years and is still getting over her first 'post marriage' relationship and I don't want to just be a rebound. We both want to take it slow, but sometimes it's hard if you know what I mean....... So aside from my standard "what the heck is going on" love life, life has been pretty consistent.
The latest talk around the office is that we are going to get sold again. That sucks because every time we get sold, people lose their jobs. The last time, it was me. Like a dumb-ass, I came back after about 6 months because I wanted to be with my friends. Of course the 20% salary increase didn't hurt, but I'm getting old now and I feel like a 5 year old dog. Nobody will want to adopt me if I go to the pound this time even though I'm good with kids.......... I watched the Soprano's the other day. Adrianna was a dip shit, and deserved to get whacked..... I love that show, and it is the closest thing to a soap opera that I will ever involve myself with.
But having said that, I did tape the final episode of "The Bachelor" for a friend, and found myself intrigued with the whole thing. I know it's sick, but I can see how people get attached to these shows. By the way, Tara should have won. Jessica is a 'Ho'........ That's all I have to say for tonight. A 
