  i write the way i speak. i'm a very bitchy person and naturally, very harsh words come out of my relatively small mouth. it comes with the package. a lot of people have told me that i write twisted-esque. twisted being the patent of great writer Jessice Zafra. while i am flattered by the comparison, i am not in any way trying to become her protegee or clone.
in other words, i'm not a Jessica Zafra wannabe. i just happen to be really really angry and if there is the slightest resemblance of her style in my writing, the same is not intended. besides, i have to live with so much pressure: my dad makes me live out his dreams for him; my mom died before i could actually "grow up" and she didn't see me achieve whatever little i have accomplished; i am attracted to guys who don't even acknowledge my existence; i am only attractive to lesbians; i'm taking the fucking bar exams this September and i don't even know ANYTHING.
Jessica Zafra, she gets to be on tv, radio, print media. she writes well, she's brilliant. the only mean thing i think that she's had to live with is the fact her parents waited too long for her to arrive that when she was finally born, they actually thought she wasn't human (i got this info from one of her books). other than that, what's her excuse? i had a dream when i was younger. i said that these people can think less of me all they want but their kids will be reading my shit :) 
