  nite le.  going to sleep le.  the day ended sweet with dear dear with me.  i know my past is terrible but with a guy who wans to overwrite all those.  i feel so happy.  I'm a sensitive gal.
 maybe.  i know i am soft hearted.  i've got so much bad points yet.  i still can find someone who loves me so much.  who is so hurt to see me in such a pain.  its not really worth it for him.
 and yet he still treats me so well.  i feel so.  so.  bad. i wanna treat him with my best.  yet i kept hurting him only.
 i wanna give him happiness.  really scare to pull him in to my troubles.  dear.  i really love u. I'm sorry.  i know i am a very troublesome gal.
 sorry for being so troublesome.  hugszz.
