  hmM.  everytime see my pRoFile(  my relationship part)  will feEl so sAd.  i try every means to kip myself frm the emptiness,  the sadness.
 also pretend tt is over liao.  its nth le.  but y i juz cant let go leh?  feel so helpless.  so pathetic.  i feel as if i cant live w/
o guys.  especially him.  is it bcoz i grow up frm a broken family so the care he had given before linger around me.  making me feel tt i cant live w/ o him.  so it isnt luv,
 its juz a crush.  or is it i realli fall in luv for him?  luv is a world tt can onli accept two pple.  i noe its hard for ppl to forget their first luv as it holds a deep impression in their heart jux lyt he do.  the pic he take wif his ex.  hmm.
 see liao so hurt,  so jealous wOrx.  everytime he juz onli noe how to sae take neoprint wif me but till ow,  break liao,  also havent.  haiz.
 no matter how.  i also cant win tt ger.  i understand.  chOOse to gif up,  but i feel so bu gan yuan.  gif up so much.
 my pride,  jux to wan to patch wif u.  im a ger,  yet i haf to request for patch.  so ke chi.  so ke bei.
 i wonder am i jux lyt the liu xin hua yuan 1 de xiao chi.  too inniative.  scare off the guys.  scare off him.  ha.  evertime wanna msg him worx.
 but i don wan him to feel i still lyt him.  mux depress my feelings.  so sickening.  haiz.  my fren arh my fren.  wad shld i do.
 haiz.  dont ask u betta.  if not u all sae so many comments i also wont listen de.  stubborn.  i noe.
