  y. dae.  i cant control my dEsrires.  n mSg hIm.  haiz.  find out tt though i wanna msg him,
 wanna make him still realise there is meiyu in the world who still luv him no matter wad,  but sumhow,  our feelings bcum more further liao.  no tt 'electric'when he reply le.  nth to tok le.  feel sumhow.
 lost.  lyt lost a part of my body lyt tt.  tt part where it control my feeling,  my desires yet still can function w/ o it.  only will becum a zombie.
 i noe relationship thingy cannot loOk back.  muSt fOrwArd.  bUt Past is a paRadIse.  cOx me tO sTay dEre.  dOnt wAnt tO face the reality.  wOndEr.
 wAds he is dOing nOw.  wOnder.  he stIll lYt me Mah.  wOndEr.  = '(
