  I had a bad day. I couldnt summon myself up to get over it. it wasnt sth big. or wat . but im feeling like shit. i was allready having a "
not so good day"  i got back my chemist paper. i end up with the worst post in the club. my beloved finished puzzle is still missing two pieces. i ripped my entire room n its still missing. i almost bang a car just now on the way home.
one more inch n i'll kiss the butt of the van . my mom lectured me n got the hell out of me. my temper& nbsp; was boiling madly. but keeping it is even making it worse.
i got home. upon having my temper rised to the top. i was furios at myself. so& nbsp; mad i was doing&
nbsp; things furiously. nbsp; i saw some msg in my phone. n deleted some. and out of everything i accidentally deleted a very important one.
one that i had kept for quite a time n no intention at all to bid it goodbye. n tats when i felt worse. everything seems worse then. i just don understand tat everytime when i try to keep my temper to myself. i end up feeling worse. is it the fact tat i have to swallowed my entire temper n not blasting&
nbsp; it to anyone. n end up blasting off it to& nbsp; myself.  wat an idiot.
