  uaWaAhh!! i wanna cRy.. sKol stArT.. i don noE hOw tO saY, buT tO wRitE iN mA diArY.. dA daY wAs fiNe tiLL iT reaCheS eVeNing.. me N mA 'DaD' siTe oF reLatiVes iS noT daT cLosE.. oR sHud i saY daT i 100% HATE eM aLL.. i kNow goIn tO thieR hSe waS sUcH a bAd iDea.. waT caN i dO, iTz a moM iNsTrucTion ritE, so i gO.. wiF haTred, negAtiVe poiNts n woNdeR dO deY eVeR kNow daT i evEr EXIST?? wenever dey call ma hse, dey wud usually ask hello is dis dA youNger bro or is dis da big bro? iT hurt me sO much..! as if dat i wasnt apart of da family.. dey never did mention ma name.. all i know was im da black sheep of the family.. dey know ma big bro as da quitess in da familY, da small bro was da cute & loveble.. n me??
da naughty & rude one... well dats was went i was young.... do you ever agree dat went ya young you were always up to somtink bad?? so be it, dat was da past!! now im all grown up.. dont they ever notice dat? r deY blinded wif dat lil tink dat was in ma hSe?? he owaYs do somtink naSty, n wen im not hapi wif it i'll tell him to stop it but in da end i was da wan who gets scoled... n ya know wat dey say??
nvm la he still young... wat da ****.. teachin me how to take care of ma bro eh?? Y not theY get a life... doNt haF tO pokE thier nOse in ppLs businEss!!! oLd b***h! no wonder yA huSbaNd raN aWay!!!! well its not fair for me!!! is it ma fault for not understandin em?
or is it thier fault who cant accept me as a girl who grew up in a guys family?? im sick and tired of bieng humiliated over n over agin..... do i look fat? do i look like apig?? do i? den why do they haf to critisize me?? dont dey know that weight n sizes r very sensitive to gerls?? ya i know dat i grew up in a GUYS family but deN.. im STILL a GIRL.. HELLOOOOO!!! so dey trying to say dat a 'fat girl' lyk aint suitable to haf a boifrnd??
isnt it true?? well let me tell ya, im not fat, im iN aN aCcEptaBle WEIGHT!!! oNly yA dIdnt realIse dat or shud i say day ya n ya daugthers are sKINNY lyk a sKELETON or a dead HUMAN beings?? do YA KNOW DAT!!!!! har??? tank god i hate to fight outside ma hSe.. or else, im gonna sent dead body to her hSe!!! im noT goNNa gO YA HSE DIS RAYA!! n i donT carE bouT yA aLL nO moRe... ya guYs caN geT dA sHIt outta mE.. 
