  There never was and never will be, Don't you know that you can't see me, Suddenly you're everybody's fool Evanescence-Everybody's Fool (morphed by me) Its been a brilliant day. Too brilliant. The moment I stepped off the train to the bus to the chippie at the end of a gorgeous, fun, trusting day, I felt Deserving (cutting). I haven't cut for while, not since when I pretty much attacked myself. Routine. I kind of just got lost. On the bus, I could the feel the worry fill into me. I now realise it was panic... That was saturday, around 9:30 pm. Despite calming down, I cut anyway. I think it was routine. Tomorrow I'm coming out. I haven't got time to write a big analysis on it, so just-wish me luck and wait for the next installment..... 
